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" you can't expect too much "
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| guess who's back...gotta love indian reservations. haha no just kidding but for the most part it was cool. i made some native friends so that was fun. sarah is 17 but her brother is 15 & we're like 4 days apart. his name was forest. he was cuuuuute. gosh so i hung out with them like everyday. well except for saturday because i got sick so i stayed at home with my grandma & ate food like all day & watch movies on the lifetime channel. i was going to use her phone but she wouldn't let me. oh well...4th of july was awesome. sarah, forest, & i were just walking around the reservation & on the beach watching & lighting off some fireworks for like 6 hours. then we watched the firework show from the beach. it was amazing. then today before i left sarah & i watched forest & some other people surf & then it was time for me to go. i sware to god i was about to cry. but i'm tough. soo yeah. i have forest's email address. he's awesome he's like a brother & sarah is like a big sister. well i'm tired but i need to call erik & everybody. sooo i'll talk to you later!
oh & by the way. something that i learned from hanging out with indians for 6 days is that i need to cherish my life. that means no more you know what. & if you don't know then that sucks. but if you know than yeah...i'm not doing that anymore. i also learned that no matter what people say you can't let them bring you down. you have to feel really sorry for them & move on with your life. don't let bad things ruin your day. & take things seriously that need to be taken seriously or that matter to you. but if they don't then don't just pretend that they do to make someone else feel better. just be yourself. hmmm soo yeah. i've really gotten intouch with my inner self. i know who i am & i know what makes me happy & i know what makes me uncomfortable. but just because something makes me uncomfortable doesn't mean that i can avoid it. so i guess that i'm sorry for those of you who actually read all of that. but maybe it will help you make the best of yourself. soo umm yeah gotta call erik so ttyl
 jade
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| hey guys. i have a major hang over right now & i feel like crap. last night my mom & i were watching a movie & we decided to have some wine. no not like a glass of wine. like 3 bottles of wine. ughh...anyways
my last blog for a while
i'll miss you all. i should be home on monday in time for the fourth of july because i'd like to be with my friends. i'll try calling some of you from my grandmas. it's long distance though. hmm well i love you all very much & i'll talk to you when i get back.
 jade
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| i'm so happy right now i got awesome scores on my ITED test. i like high above average scores on everything! woo hoo. but umm man yesterday was fun. me & nicole went to the mall & erik came & we had fun. & then me & nicole hung out at erik's house for a while & then my dad picked my & nicole up & she spent the night & then today we went swimming at island lake & we were the only ones swimming because it was kind of cold. but then it got warmer. erik came awfully late so he just kind of went in up to his knees. gosh but yeah. i don't really feel like writing in this right now. talk to you all later!
i want a lover i don't have to love
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